Self-Exist

When my little sister looked up sailor moon videos and I heard it faintly from two rooms away, I immediately went to go watch it with her…..about like 5 shows and encounting…

…thats how I know i’m super asian

While work I get a call from  a restricted number, I listen to my messages and it happened to be the san jose police, they said that I called them and hung up.

The last time I called them was 3 days ago to report the car that burst into flames on the weekend, I wrote this all down on a previous tumblr post.

My mom happened to be in the car while I was listening to the message and asked who it was, I told her and she immediately assumed that I got in trouble with the police!

She started saying all this fuckin shit saying that if I was in trouble that I was going to be kicked out and saying that I was stupid to report the accident. She said that I was, in her words, trying to show up! She said why that if I had time call the police I could have done something else instead.

HELLOOOOOO! I FUCKING REPORTED A CAR THAT WAS ON FIRE FOR GOD SAKES! I THOUGHT THAT IF WITNESSING A FUCKING CAR ON FIRE THAT I SHOULD CALL THE POLICE TO HELP!

She said that the police didn’t need my help and that if I ever call the police again that she was going to kick me out! And now according to her since i’m miss high almighty that from now on i’m going to pay for my phone bill.

*cussing til my brain starts to hurt*

Who knew that a good deed would repay you like this

Today I witnessed a tragic car accident along with my friends, on the freeway entrance close to deanza.

The car was in flames, smoke rising and churning darker and darker as the wheels and frame of the car burned. I couldnt believe it. It had to have happened recently because the flames weren’t causing enough smoke yet to notice in the air yet. Right after witnessing it I immediately called the police, told them what happened and was on my way still with the car in flames lingering in my mind. It made me realize…

Would have anybody called the police nowadays to report such a scene?

Darcy put up a good reason that people today think that such a big accident like that wouldnt need a call to the police because they assume that someone has already called. That people assuming that it would be taken care of and resuming their initial plans.

Just to think that as people in general we’ve become more susceptible to seeing tragic accidents and thinking that someone else will take care of it. WRONG. Even if you see something like that you should still call anyways just to make sure. People get into car accidents, some survive and some don’t, lets make sure to at least help  those in need and get them assistance because one day it could be you.

Layer 1: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Cristal Lee Rosas
Birth date: MArch 14, 1990
Current location: San Jose, CA
Hair color: Dark Brown
Righty/lefty: Righty

Layer 2: ON THE INSIDE (hahah that’s what she said.)
Your fear: Not being good enough
Your dream of the perfect date: Go somewhere I have never been, eating something I never ate before, doing something I never done, doing this all with only just my cake :)

Layer 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your thoughts first waking up: 20 more minutes…please…
Your best physical feature: I’ve been told my body rolls haha
Your bed time: i have none!
Your most missed memory: Living with my dad

Layer 4: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald’s
Single or Group Dates: I’m up for both
Adidas or Nikes: Nike’s
Chocolate or Vanila: Chocolate hands down
Cappucino or Coffee: Cappucino

Layer 5: DO YOU
Smoke: Nope
Cuss: Of course
Take showers: VERY IMPORTANT!

Have a crush: Obviously ;)
Believe in yourself: Most of the time
Believe in what goes around comes around: Absolutely
Believe in everything happens for a reason: Yessir

Layer 6: IN THE PAST MONTH
Gone to the mall: Si guey
Been on stage: Fsho
Eaten sushi: YESSSSS
Been hurt: sadly yes
Dyed your hair: No sirrr

Layer 7: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: Yes haha
Kissed the same sex: Yup Yup
Changed who you were to fit in: I used to but I figured out that being fake only begets fake friends, being yourself is crucial.

Layer 8: GETTING OLD
Age you’re hoping to get married: before i’m 35
Number of kids you’re planning on having: As much as it takes to get a boy and a girl

Layer 9: IN A GUY/GIRL
Best eye color: Hazel
Best hair color: Don’t matta, just not crazy colored
Short or long hair: enough to grab with
Fat or fit: Healthy
Looks or personality: The best of both worlds
Fun or serious: I like a man where he has control over both

Layer 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 minute ago: Wlking over to the DeAnza Library
1 hour ago: Taking my Astro 10 Midterm

1 week ago: In the Deanza Danceroom
1 year ago: At Deanza…. ugh

Layer 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I feel: hungry
I hate: people who are unreliable
I hide: my feelings
I need: to obtain more money than what i have right now
I love: seeing him everyday, and i’ve never gotten tired of him at all :)

Ok so i’m assuming we’re in but if they cancel again i might have to choke a bitch

yvy:

My leg has been killing me. The pain comes and goes like today in dance class I suffered to perform a really good house piece that Nu made and whenever I jumped my leg hurt even more because I put so much pressure on it. It still hurts and this isn’t the first time it’s happened. I couldn’t even continue making my choreography during class cause it was just to painful.

You should’ve said something, I would have gotten you ice for your leg :(

So I was just informed that XSTATIX will not be doing the charity and i’m sorry but my honest opinion is, WTF!

Not only have I spent money and time to do this charity benefit to practice routines but my fellow members as well. I feel bad for those who could have used the time to do something beneficial like not giving up work and such. But I do understand that these things happen, I’m more sad now than irritated because I really wanted to do this but I guess  it will happen another time…..scratch that, i’m still irritated.

I’m sorry XSTATIX that we didn’t get the gig, we worked for our time for this but in the end people are just so damn indecisive. We will have another chance but i guess for now its something we need to take and continue on.

BUT on the plus side we are now all available to support MELISSA!!!!!!!!!! I for sure am going to support my girl in her battle :)

itsdarcyy:

I want to feel and believe im loved by people who are somewhat my second family and not just here to make you look better.

Shoot, I love you for who you are! :) real talk